December 2010
I hate that I don’t have friends again.
I hate that people only call or text me when they’re already drunk.
I hate that no one makes an effort to contact me.
I hate always being the “other girl.”
I hate that I’m still waiting for you.
I hate that you tell me it isn’t that easy when in reality it is.
I hate that I’m crying.
I hate that I can’t...
Well… my mommy got engaged. Pretty exciting. I’m about to snuggle up with zeb jayme and olivia. we’re bonding obviously. I have no idea where sawyer is, but he could join too. SANTA’S COMING, so we have to get to sleep :)
Merry Christmas<3
My super bright make up and glitter came in today. Clearly I spent the day playing dress up and taking pictures. I’ll put some up later. It makes me really happy.
It was a great day for some odd reason. I also don’t have an appetite and I can go practically all day without eating any food at all.
A Whole New World:)
I am going on a date tomorrow! A day in NYC:) It is going to be wonderful. Honestly I can’t wait. It’s about time I open up and go have a good time. I’m pretty nervous I’m not going to lie, but it should be so fun!
<3
